sadness

I am down 6 pounds. Amazing. I still want to bite into a nice juicy anything. I am soooooo hungry and it is not improving.

I went to a funeral today. A good friend of my daughter, Stephanie's, mother. So sad. I sat next to my daughter thinking, perhaps if I lose the weight, I will live forever and she will not have to go through this anguish. I was only 24 when my mom passed on. Way way too hard. A girl needs her mom until she is old and gray herself. There just aren't enough food mom's on the planet to go around.

sigh.